It is about time we made the trip to the Philadelphia Temple.
Considering the Washington DC Temple is closed for at least the next two years.
I can say it was a LONG driving trip and it was frustrating to say the least, the traffic was so rough and the temple schedule is so strict we missed the endowment session we wanted to attend.
So we did initiatories and sealings for awhile and then headed the LONG way home.
I am so appreciative of the temple I've called mine for so many years.
I can't imagine doing this permanently.
I also think in the future we will need to plan an overnight stay. Which makes it even harder to come because we'd need an overnight babysitter and the finances for a hotel stay and food.
Overall though I am glad we made it there and I know the temple is a place of healing.
We have struggled a lot with wanting to grow our family but struggling more than ever and just feeling extreme burdens from all directions as we move forward.
I also got a new calling as Primary President, that is overwhelming to say the least.
I hope that my prayers of healing and comfort through this rough year can bring some little miracles of peace.
I also feel great power in desire.
I can only hope that Heavenly Father knows my desire to attend the temple is there, now more than ever. My internal battle has made me so weak and of all times in my life to have the temple ripped from grasp ... well it seems like some cruel joke.
I know that as I struggle emotionally, physically, and spiritually; the Lord is on my side.
Even when I doubt he is there.
I know that years down the line I will have a renewed perspective of our happenings now and I can only continue now choosing the right in all the small and simple things; so that the big things can happen in there own way and time.